Sunday. 2 May 2010. Part II.

*heaved sigh of relief*

Charles texted me not five minutes after I put the last post up, and came online ten minutes after that. So now I have my hair down, I'm relaxed, and I'm studying. It's so strange, you would think that I'd be incredibly distracted by the fact that Charles is finally online. Instead I'm able to concentrate better than I have all day, and I'm more focused then I was before. I've gotten used to going through the first half of my day without him around, just because he wakes up so late, but... it feels like I don't really start enjoying my day until we start texting, and I'm not really awake till we start Skyping. Like the rest of the day doesn't count, or something.

I guess that's good, in a sense. If it were that I was constantly distracted around him, and if we got married, I'd never get anything accomplished. That... I honestly don't think that'd be healthy. And there's obviously /something/ that goes on in me when he and I are together. If it steadies me, it can't be bad. In fact, it's probably very, very good. And it's good that there's such signs of balance between us. Even if I don't put much stock in predictions via horoscopes and astrology like Fio does, it's still a good way to get a read on someone's personality. If Charles is 'airy' and I'm 'earthy', that's all well and good. All I know is that he grounds me just as much as I do him.

At least, I hope I do. XD